Consciously Connected to Creation

Amazing what I’ve been able to  remember when I’m in alignment to my source. I recall being received by my mother the earth, who held a very loving space for me. My birth mother was battling depression and was uncertain about giving birth to her second child only 15 months after her first born.  My birth mother’s first drop of amniotic fluid fell down her legs and went to my true mother to let her know I would soon be arriving. Recalling this in my healing journey dispelled the grief and agony of thinking I was unloved and unwanted.

My true mother, the earth,  then called out to all of creation and told them, ” she is coming and she will bring with her an abundant amount of light”. All of creation rejoiced and called my name, reassuring me I was being received by an array of life force.

Creation held a loving space for me to be here; in physical form; in flesh. As my soul entered my body, I clung onto my sacred bundle which creator blessed me with. Creator’s words reined in my ears like soft vibrations of light. “Never forget who you are, know within this bundle is everything you will need.” As I entered this form, I knew my purpose, my life journey, my lessons, and the gifts I would awaken here in this realm.

Creator reminded me, I would be going to a place where it is very dark where the vibration is very low. However, there you will learn lessons on how to raise your vibration and see beyond any earthly pain. “Remember, my child,” he said, “You are the light and there will be nothing that can change that.” I was so excited to be here. To have these experiences, as dark as they may be. I even chose the people who would bring forth the darkness, those who would be my teacher. I knew then, in that moment that this would be my truth, my spiritual truth. I also knew these lessons would help me to awaken the light in this darkness.

Creator reminded me that he made a strong male energy to keep me safe, to hold me when I needed the energy of a male warrior.” I will call him your brother ~ you will know him as the sun,” he said. So if ever there is a time you feel a need to be in the presence of a true warrior open your arms to him and let him into your heart center to warm you. He will provide for you a great sense of comfort and security.

Now, I must tell you about your grandmother. She is a beautiful ancient life force. She will show herself every month; her energy is your energy. She will teach you about being a woman and the power you have. You will have the ability to bring forth life. Yes, you to will be a creator in this earthly realm. As a woman you will be in tune with the vibration of our grandmother and the ebb and flow of the wave within you. Embrace this miracle, as not every human being on earth can do this. If you have chosen this as one of your lessons, honor it and don’t harm the sacredness of this gift.

Our uncles, the thunder beings will keep a close eye on you. They will come forth in times of darkness and work loudly to keep out the greatest of fears. The Uncles are to awaken the gift of purification by bringing forth the waters from heaven. They will cleanse your mind, body and spirit of your fears. Know when you hear them this is a time for gratitude. Place your tobacco outside or smoke your pipe and give thanks to the thunder beings for the duties they uphold.

Remember all of creation has a part here in this earthly realm, including you. Your part is to remember the light you are bringing to this realm. When you are faced with darkness ~ internal pain and suffering, remember you are not the pain body but you are the sacred bundle. Creation holds a loving space for you to awaken your bundle and you reciprocate that energy of love by channeling it to creation. The more you heal from the pain body, the more creation heals. You bring forth the healing light with the love you awaken in your bundle.

You are not alone here in this earthly realm, you are surrounded by much more than the human species. There is life force in all of creation, there is a family ~ a family made in the purest form. Let creation be what creator intended and allow this life force to live inside of you. See the beauty and embrace the vibration of life. Love is life my child.

When we are in total alignment, mind, body, and spirit, and connected to our life force we are in our purest form.

Gift yourself the gift of alignment.

Give yourself the gift of alignment.

We remember our sacredness, our bundle, and our connection to our source. We are the life force, we are the creator of our life, we are the purity of our soul. Bless it be.


You are pure love, pure light

When I was well into my healing, I had a great awareness of the power I gave to my ego. The part of me who held on to all my limiting beliefs and negative perceptions of the world. When I came face to face with my ego in a healing session, I gave my ego the boot. I thought I don’t need you in my life; I want you to get the hell out of here and stop trying to get me to belief all your lies. I was firm with that part of me; I was confident I was doing the right thing having removed the part that kept me in the darkness.

Years went by, I continued to do my healing work, letting go of old wounds and trauma. Trusting in myself and my capabilities to heal the wounds. I learned so much during my healing, and received so many messages from my ancestors. Messages that are from my inherent wisdom, a place of pure guidance. No matter what it was I was instructed to say or do I followed through. I worked from a place of humility, believing in my divine guidance even if I was not sure, I always followed through.

One day, I found myself sitting on a bank near the water’s edge. I had just spent 3 nights in the bush, alone, without food or water. I was in a place of prayer and open to receiving direction. While I sat there, I glanced up and seen myself as a child. That part of me was alone and uncertain. I sat there watching her, tears fell from me in absolute love. I realized this is the part that held onto all my limiting beliefs which were formulated as a child. Deep compassion and forgiveness fell upon me. I stood up and opened my arms to her and asked her to come home. It is then that I heard creator’s voice, ” There now, you know who you are. You are pure love and pure light. All those thoughts of self destruction and harm are not who you are. She can come home now because you know the truth. ”

It was then that I truly understood the role of the ego and how the shadow self exposes our darkness. We are not the story which we carry within our cells but we are pure love and pure light. It is necessary for us to embrace this darkness and transform it into light. Darkness is necessary for the transformation to occur. How magnificent Creator has made us.

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Birth is to Death as Death is to Birth

jane burningExperiences of death have played a major role in my life. As a child, I was told not to cry when someone whom I loved dearly died. No one ever explained what death was nor did they say “their sleeping” meant they would never awaken. Due to the lack of information and deep hurt I found myself longing for my love one and grieving through most of my life.

As you can imagine, abandonment was one of the themes of my life. It wasn’t until I was adult and took care of my self by healing my open wounds, did I discover the beauty in death.

When we are connected to our vital life force (creator, god, sogwitisoh) we are in total alignment to our absolute truth. In this vibration of truth there is no fear, no grief, no agony or despair. We know without a doubt that we have come here with agreements and sacred contracts to fulfill.

Recently, I was working out of town. As I drove away from my children, partner and home, I felt deep hurt and pain. I began crying and releasing for nearly an hour. When I finally was able to stop, I heard a clear message which said, ” there now, you know how hard it is for your loved ones to leave you. When your grandpa told you not to cry as you will hold your brother’s spirit here, this is what he meant.” I truly knew in that moment what my grandpa was trying to teach me. It was not that he want me to stuff and suppress my emotions for years but to grieve, find my center and let go. To give support and loving encouragement to my deceased loved one, making his journey easier for him to leave whom and what he too loved.

Most recently, I was helping a grieving widow, I clearly heard spirit say, “tell her to be home and we can visit her.” I knew exactly what they meant. I always refer to our physical vessel as our sacred home. Spirit meant if she is centered, in total alignment with mind, body and spirit, they can come in to her heart center and visit. They went on to say, “when she is overcome with grief and full of darkness she is not home and we cannot come in”.
When we hold a loving space for our dear departed ones we can celebrate a life that has awaken so much goodness within ourselves. After all, that is what we do for each other is awaken one another to each others goodness. What we see in others is a refection of ourself. Celebrate life with the living and the deceased. Until we meet again in another form.